"I should like to save the Shire, if I could - though there have been times when I thought the inhabitants too stupid and dull for words, and have felt that an earthquake or an invasion of dragons might be good for them. But I don't feel like that now. I feel that as long as the Shire lies behind, safe and comfortable, I shall find wandering more bearable: I shall know that somewhere there is a firm foothold, even if my feet cannot stand there again."
"I see no hope of it now. But I've got to do the best I can."
Ah right now I’m on the fence with Frodo I think. I mean I have fun but his muse kind of causes me a great deal of stress in this environment. It’s kind of hard for me to do things since I often feel that I’m not good enough and it’s just a complex I have – and I mean I think I’d likely have more success in interacting if I apped someone else, but I love his character so much. He’s really personal and important to me and he always has been. Right now I’m trying really hard but like – I’m struggling. And as I’ve said I’m not doing so hot. So I just yeah – I’m not sure right now but I am struggling a lot to do things or interact or do threads.