"I should like to save the Shire, if I could - though there have been times when I thought the inhabitants too stupid and dull for words, and have felt that an earthquake or an invasion of dragons might be good for them. But I don't feel like that now. I feel that as long as the Shire lies behind, safe and comfortable, I shall find wandering more bearable: I shall know that somewhere there is a firm foothold, even if my feet cannot stand there again."

carrying the world around his neck

"I see no hope of it now. But I've got to do the best I can."

Ah, thank you a lot. I think…after talking a little with a mod and stuff, that I would rather drop after I had tried everything I could. And I don’t think I have tried. There are a hella people on this game and while I do plan on if she becomes available, to app another muse, I think it’s important to play Frodo. He has a lot of issues that I very strongly relate and feel too. Not obvious like a Ring but..yeah, it was just me in..the grip of the health stuff. 

So yeah I don’t want to give up…plus I think I’d like to try and show more on Frodo since I think a lot of people have seen film Frodo but not a lot of book Frodo and he’s more…Frodo in the books to me than in the films. I’d like to show that — it’s important to me as a person because Frodo has so much physical weakness but like..not in his heart. And those kind of heroes are so important to me. 

So I don’t think I’ll drop. Sorry for that post. uwu. And thank you — like, for caring and stuff and yeah. ;u; I’ll keep trying..at everything, not just roleplaying but just..trying to get through the day and stuff.